Big Girl

I never though I would put her in her crib so soon but she literally sleeps through the whole night so I figured I would put her in her crib now so she doesn't have a hard time transitioning from her bassinet. Last night was her first night in her crib. I was so nervous to leave her in there alone (even though I had a monitor and her room in literally 5 steps away from mine and Ryan's) I ended up sleeping on the floor and I will probably do the same tonight.

I play yoga/meditation music for her. She loves it! Right now it's on my iphone so I need to burn it to a cd and just play it on repeat.

She is such a good sleeper! One night she slept 8 hours (thank you baby Jesus)! I figure she sleeps so well because all she does during the day is EAT,EAT and EAT some more, so her tummy is nice and full through the night.

Sleeping In The Bath

Paisley was so tired that she fell asleep in the bath

Paisley's Room

YEA!!!

I now feel like Paisley's room is complete! I have pictures in the frames and items to decorate the shelves. Her room is VERY PINK.

The Tree Of Life

My mom painted the tree, I love how it turned out.

More wall decor

Picture Wall

Her Beautiful Bed

SO MANY CLOTHES

My Beautiful Angel

(sleeping while I blog)

You Will Be Missed

I hate hearing that someone has past away. I hate it even more when it is someone that you are very close to. Kathy was more than just my next door neighbor, she was like a second mom to me.

I have so many great memories with Kathy. I always went to Kathy if I couldn't go to my parents and this particular time I went to her because I got my first of many speeding ticket. I knew that if my parents found out was going to be in a lot of trouble so I figured Kathy could help me. Since I was a minor I had to bring one of my parents to court with me and she thought maybe she could pretend to be my parent but that didn't work so she ended up preparing my parents with the bad news so they wouldn't get so mad at me when I told them.

Kathy was the life of the party. She always knew how to have a good time. Paisley's baby shower was the first she had ever been to so I was excited that she got to experience that with me. The thing that breaks my heart is that the day she past away was going to be the day that she was going to meet Paisley. I know that she is looking down in heaven and watching her every minute.

I love you Kathy. I will miss you so much.

The Dash – Linda Ellis

I read of a man who stood to speak
At the funeral of a friend.
He referred to the dates on her tombstone
From the beginning..to the end.
He noted that first came her date of birth
And spoke the following date with tears, 1964-1994
But he said what mattered most of all
Was the dash between those years.

For that dash represents all the time
That she spent alive on earth..
And now only those who loved her
Know what that little line is worth.
For it matters not, how much we own;
The cars..the house..the cash,
What matters is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash.

So think about this long and hard.
Are there things you”d like to change?
For you never know how much time is left,
That can still be rearranged.
If we could just slow down enough
To consider what’’s true and real,
And always try to understand
The way other people feel.

And be less quick to anger,
And show appreciation more
And love the people in our lives
Like we”ve never loved before.
If we treat each other with respect,
And more often wear a smile..
Remembering that this special dash
Might only last a little while.

So, when your eulogy’’s being read
With your life’’s actions to rehash..
Would you be proud of the things they say
About how you spent your dash?

My Little Monkey

Paisley LOVES the bath...

3 weeks 2 days old!

Sunday Picture June 26, 2011

We talked the bishop today and set a date for Paisley's blessing.... July 31st. Yea! Our anniversary is August 1st so that means we will have free babysitters so we can go out!

I have no idea what to get Ryan.... any ideas? He already bought my gift and he keeps teasing me because he knows how much I hate it when he does that. When he does that I do what ever I can to figure it out. You would think he learned his lesson from last christmas. He kept saying," you don't know what I got you." So I went and looked two weeks before christmas and the next time he said that I said," Yes I do.... You got me a gift card to babies R us, thanks babe...."

The look on his face was priceless.

Although, this time might be harder because he deleted the emails and erased the history on the computer. Hmmmm I need to put my thinking cap on.

June 26, 2011

Maternity pics by iheartphotographybykorindi

I am absolutely in love with my maternity photos!!!

iheartphotographybykorindi.com

We searched everywhere to find someone to take my maternity and Paisley's newborn photos that wasn't crazy expensive and that did a good job. We were so happy with the work that Korindi did. She did an AMAZING job! She was so sweet I forgot all my accessories so she let me borrow hers.

Paisley's First Bath

Yea! that stinkin umbilical cord finally fell off.... It was about time. Paisley LOVES the water.I was getting a little worried because I thought Ryan was putting too much water in the tub. I already worry too much with her. Yikes!

Father's Day

Ryan's first Father's Day!!!

I was really excited to get Ryan's gift. He loves the Broncos so I got Paisley an outfit with a binki so she can match Ryan when he wears his jersey. I also go one of those hand pint kids and let me tell ya..... that was so hard to do. My mom was helping me and we re-did it twice but I think it turned out pretty good!

Presents!!!